as i looked at her, i started on the worry path... thinking of her growing too fast. soon she'll be crawling, then walking, then before i know it, she'll be a mom on a walk with her very own baby. the night before last she slept in her own bed for the first time and slept the majority of the night. i was so happy. and also sad. i missed cuddling next to her and i felt like she was growing up too quick.
i hope she is never too old to cuddle with her mommy. if she's like me, she wont be. (yes, even though i practically clobber her, i still sit on my mom's lap!) i love cuddle time with my baby. whether she is nursing, strapped into the carrier or just needing a rest, she loves to be right up against me. her little hand often rest right on my chest and most of the time she's bunched up my shirt in her hand or is holding onto my hair. even if she's just holding on with one little finger, she likes to be touching me. it melts my heart.